Boring Days

After 25th December days remained so boring and dull. Thanks to WordPress which gives me some sunshine and I talk with some really great people but real life has been sucking nowadays.

Every person gets in great trouble about two choices. Career and life partner. Those are really sensitive choices and you can’t take easy them. I’ve been in trouble with both.

Nothing is much entertaining me nowadays. I tried to watch a movie for fun it didn’t help much. I thought that maybe I was fed up of action movies so tried to watch some romantic and drama films but it didn’t work either. Comedy in movies has been unsuccessful in making me laugh. My fantasy date didn’t help too.

I’ve no idea that what I should do to make life joyful and pleasant. I’ve been doing my best to make a relationship so this is why I’ve been checking posts in relationships and love category regularly. But all in vain. No doubt women are so complicated. Also I’ve been enjoying Facebook chatting and messaging.

I’ll try to watch a film tonight that maybe it could give some satisfaction to me. I don’t wanna be depressed because I know that how much depression sucks.


30 thoughts on “Boring Days”

  1. hi nafees!
    i understand how you feel because for the past several months, or even for a couple of years, i had been feeling the same. at first i didn’t want to accept it even to myself… i was so impatient… i wanted things to happen – which of course didn’t… and everything i did was just so insignificant for me… i was living a zombie-like existence… just going through my routine, but was not really thinking about it much…it was as if my life was suspended… i was waiting for something big to happen… i said to myself, that when it happens, then i would really live a happy life…

    the relationship that i wanted to have with a person did not happen…because he got married with another girl… he knew how i felt for him and he made me believe that such feeling was mutual… i guess i was wrong for he did not choose me after all…

    For a while, i wallowed in my depression… i couldn’t tell anyone because i was ashamed. i only had my diary to tell… but i did not allow myself to stay in such state… i willed myself to let go and moved on…

    his wedding was a wake up call for me. i realized that i did not have to depend on anyone for me to be happy. now, i know that i can be happy even when i am alone, without a partner… how i moved on? well, writing was a great help.. i am not as brave as you though because you can pour out your feelings publicly in your blog.. i on the other hand only have my diary.. until now, at least.. so thanks to you… you inspired me to write here.. =)

    i hope that you will soon find the one for you… but until then, just get on with your life and be happy anyway… may you learn from my experience.. =)

    1. aw thanks a lot Je. I’m so so sorry to read about what happened with you. Again thanks a lot for your time and sharing your thoughts and personal life. Its so nice to meet you.

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