I think I’ve not been writing something new for weeks. Life is so boring nowadays. I’m a bit tensed and depressed because of relationship and profession thing. I’ve given a lot of time from my life to online dating and movies but I couldn’t get output. Now I’m at the end my struggles and efforts. I’m tired now. You guys know that online dating isn’t that easy to deal with. But I tried because I didn’t have and don’t have another option.
That’s same with profession thing. I love fiction and movies are my most favorite part of fiction. I always wanna be connected with films but even this couldn’t happen. Life can be heaven if you’re with right partner and working your right profession. That’s what I want. I want to work in my profession but even I couldn’t find a job locally here. Even a job like waiter etc. Relationship thing is sucking more. I can’t find or date a girl locally because of social values and restrictions. So online is only option which I can use to find my love and partner. Even that’s not working for me.
Now I don’t have much courage to handle this online dating and job thing. I’ve only light that if I could get UK or any other European country’s student visa where I could study about films and also could find my love locally there.
But things aren’t in my control. Soon I’ll find that what option I could use to make my future life better. But I’m too much excieted about my future married life. I can compromise about my profession and job but I’m so desperate to have real love in my life. I really wanna love someone and be loved back. Wish me lucky, friends. Thanks and have an awesome Sunday.