My life has been passion through hard and challenging. It becomes harder when you get choices and you’ve to choose. That thing makes afraid to take a decision. You get scared of being failed. You don’t want to be disappointed in future because of you decision or step taken. I’m at that point. I’ve choices but now I don’t have courage to take a step. I’m just so desperate and afraid. I saw and experienced scary face of life in past years. Even now circumstances and conditions aren’t nice for me but I can understand that whats going on with me. I’ve an idea that whats happening with me. I lost my imagination power or its not that much strong now. I need to struggle. I need to work hard. But also I’m tired. I’m fed up of things happening to me. I need God’s help now. I can see light. I’ve hope but I’ve fear too. Fear to lose again. I don’t want that happen again. Soon I’ll be 28 years old. Few days to go. But what I’ve got? Just experiences. Desires are cause of fear in our lives. I know that so this why I’ve been trying to remove desires from my mind and heart but surely I can’t help with my needs. None of us can do that.