I’m over 28 now. I’m changed and improved now. Things I learned. Lessons I got. So here I’m. At younger age all I wanted was fame and appreciation but now after knowing worth of people and this world, all I want peace and distance from society. There is a lovely poetry in Urdu to express my thoughts. I’d love to write it here and translate in English:
Bulandion ki haqeeqat sey aashna ho kar,
Barhy khuloos sey pasti khareed li mein ney.
Translation: After knowing reality of heights, I purchased downfall sincerely.
I think poet wants to tell that its hard to deal with fame especially for artists. They are different souls. Non-materialistic. Sincere and generous most of times. That’s what I believe about artists. So I was telling you guys that it’s a change that I got with time passing. Jealousy was a big challenge for me in past two years but now I’ve overcome it enoughly. Trying to focus on what I need to do and what I need to get in my life. No useless things.