Yeah. Yesterday I wept. I cried. I wanted to cry. I think 2014 was most difficult and challenging year of my life that made me cry many times. Thats so hard for a man. Men dont cry but when they cry, it means something big happens. I cried for my two kittens who I gave to a stranger guy because I wasn’t well able to take care of them because I live in a fucking hell society. Maybe I weren’t that much sad for them if I’d have known that they are in safe hands because they had a tough life with me. I tried to do something better for them. Today I can understand parents again. First time I did when my kitten died. I don’t know thats my weakness or attachment to them that I miss them that much. Even their family including their mom and kittens haven’t cared and haven’t missed them but I do. That changed me, changed my thoughts and my views. I’m feeling so week. Happy New Year, guys. I pray that 2015 may bring happiness and pleasure in our lives.